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I'm lesbian. Getting that out there so that you can burn me or love me right now.
My favourite colour is Yellow. I love gerber daisies and Crepe Myrtles.
I'm a pervert, plain and simple.
I love to have fun with my friends.
I'm and intelligent girl who loves to act stupid.
Yes, I do play Xbox 360 and I have a live account.
I'm just a weird excentric sort of girl!

I love:
My friends
Our planet

I want:
Your Love
New Ipod Nano in Yellow!
A laptop
A Digital Camera (Nikon D40 or Canon Rebel XTi)
A Girlfriend

Life: My Style (livejournal)

September 2008
October 2008

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Tuesday, October 28, 2008
7:17 AM

I like to think of myself as being attractive. I may not always like my curves and how numerous they are, but for the most part, I actually do like myself.

So why can't I get myself a gf?

Well, I suppose there is the blatant fact that high school girls are not going to openly flaunt their sexuality if it differs from what is considered the norm. They're too pressured to be perfect and they are afraid of losing friends and their social status. I for one am happily open about being gay. I may not shout it to everyone I meet but if I had the money, I would definitely have a few lesbian tees and I'd wear them. If someone asks me if I'm lesbian I'll answer them truthfully. I really don't have much to lose, considering that all my friends are supportive of me and my parents are chill (for the most part) about it. I'm used to being ridculed and made fun of so it isn't like this would be much different.

Still, I'd like to think that I could find a girl in this school. I'd like to have a few more relationships during high school! Ones I'm actually not afraid to remember. But right now I only have one ex-girlfriend. And she doesn't even go to this school anymore. Grrr...

Just a rant.

xx ~ Ria.

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7:03 AM

I'm definitely drowning in my IB courses right now. It's dreadful.

I'm pretty sure I have near to an F in English right now, while my Anthropology grade has already dived down as far as it can possibly go and my Math grade is following right behind. =(

My other two classes, French and Design Multimedia, are simple compared to the work load I'm dealing with in my other three classes. Creative writing is on middle ground between simple and easy and ass-kicking.

It's just so frustrating. And I don't know how to get on top of everything! All my missing Anthropology assignments I know I can turn in when I finally get them done ... but I'm not sure what Feducia's policy is on late assignments. And it isn't like some little class assignments here and there; I didn't do a fucking ESSAY we were supposed to write and turn in last week. And all I want to do is scream and bash my head against an extremely hard object because of it. Yet I love English to death. *sigh*

And it seems that being lesbian, I've gotten multiple offers on sex, but no one looking for a damn relationship. Sex is well and all but I would like to actually date a girl, y'know? That isn't too much to ask is it?

J'aime mes copains.

French is actually pretty damn awesome. I hated taking spanish but I'm actually enjoying learning french! :D

xx ~ Ria.

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Monday, October 27, 2008
4:01 PM

Love is love. No matter who you are, you should be given the opportunity to bind yourself emotionally and legally to the person you love most in the world. Did you grow up dreaming of what your wedding would be like or did you ponder on who you would grow up to marry? There should be to distinction between the a straight couple becoming legally wed and a gay couple wanting to do the same. We are all humans, all capable of loving and being loved by others, we should all be given the same marriage laws.

Some people have agrued with me in the past, saying that if we legalize same-sex marriages we would be opening pandora's box per se. They point out that after same-sex marriages would come the battle to legalize beastiality. I'd like to say that there are huge differences sbetween being married to someone [of the same sex] and trying to marry your pet pig. First and foremost, there's the blatant fact that marrying someone, even of the same sex, is still a matrimony between two HUMAN BEINGS whereas there's distinctly one human and one animal involved in the other. Different chromosomal count between animals and humans. There's also the fact that, during the wedding cerimony, when it would come to the vows and "I do"s, the animal would be at a definite loss for words.

Same-sex marriages also allow couples the opportunities and benefits that married couples should have. It shouldn't matter that the couples are of the same gender! Joint ownership of property and other legal upsides to being legally married should be available to everyone. EVERYONE. There's also the ability to choose to have only one last name -- so much easier when dealing with children later down the road; the hyphens just aren't a lot of fun sometimes.

"We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness." As quoted in Lincoln's Gettysburg Address, we are ALL CREATED EQUAL and have right in the pursuit of Happiness. Banning same-sex marriage is in direct conflict with allowing people of America to pursue their happiness.

You don't have to like people in same-sex relationships, no one is asking you to, but you should allow people to live happily. I assure you, it won't be harming anyone. So please, vote No on Prop 8.

xx ~ Ria.

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Tuesday, September 30, 2008
12:48 PM

Days are hectic.

I wish I could create a fund for myself and actually have people donate to it, even if they knew that the money was only going towards me buying personal janx that I've been wanting for a long time.

You know, I think I spend at least an hour a day daydreaming and wishing I had a girlfriend. I mean, I know that high school and homosexuality and dating aren't common together, and that I have a better chance of dating actively once I move into college and such but you can't blame a girl for wishin and dreamin, yeah?? Especially when I do see those lesbian couples holding hands. And the one girl I was totally crushing on turns out to be extremely straight. She's a great friend but I think it's bad that I'm still holding out hopes of SOMETHING. =/ I suppose Jessi is always there. But I don't think I could ever date her again, not with her being in college and me not really having dating sort of feelings for her.

I get my phone back this weekend! I'll finally be able to text non-stop again!

LinZ and Natasha are upset at me for something. I don't know why. I'd rather not have them be my enemies like in Sophomore year. That was shit enough. But if they're not talking to me for no reason then so be it. If I really did something to piss them off, then okay, I'll do my best to make amends. But I'm not going to go out of my way to make nice with them if they're just being bitches for no reason.

I need to get a dress for homecoming, which Jessi will be attending as my date, hopefully.

I'm such a weird person! :D

I need to get goin on my homework so I can work for me mum (get some $$$) and then head up and watch House and Fringe! YAY for crazy telly shows!

~ Ria.

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Friday, September 26, 2008
7:33 AM

There isn't much to report on my life right now.

No girlfriend. Handling school as well as I can. Playing mother to my little brothers when my parents are to tired or worked to do it themselves.

~ Ria.

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Tuesday, September 23, 2008
3:38 PM

For now, I'll just jump right to it.

I have a crush on this girl who is in my IB english class.
I instantly wanted her from the first day of class.
But she just started dating this guy I know by association.
And as far as it's known, she's straight.
However, my friend talked with her and ask her if she would ever consider being with a girl
and she said something along the lines of, "Hm... y'know, I never really thought about it"
as if she was suddenly considering it as possible.
I would like to say that it's a smidgen of hope
but it could very well be that she was trying to be nice about saying "NO. Totally not into chicks."
She's gorgeous though. To me anyway.
She's an adorable punk chick.
And in the marching band (for some reason I find that really hawt)
and she's into Tech Drama
and Web/Graphic design.
To me, she's damn near perfect.
I want to try to plot to break her and this guy up
so that I can woe her,
make her see how fabulous dating a girl could be
but I doubt it will work out well.
it will end terribly if I do break them up and she finds out it was my doing.

Chances are I just won't mess with it for now.

I miss Jessi, my ex-girlfriend. No, I don't want to date her again but she's still like my bff and she's currently in college right now. It makes it even worse because I can't text her. Got my cellphone taken away for getting caught texting during class. I got suspended for that too. Lame shit.


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