For now, I'll just jump right to it.

I have a crush on this girl who is in my IB english class.
I instantly wanted her from the first day of class.
But she just started dating this guy I know by association.
And as far as it's known, she's straight.
However, my friend talked with her and ask her if she would ever consider being with a girl
and she said something along the lines of, "Hm... y'know, I never really thought about it"
as if she was suddenly considering it as possible.
I would like to say that it's a smidgen of hope
but it could very well be that she was trying to be nice about saying "NO. Totally not into chicks."
She's gorgeous though. To me anyway.
She's an adorable punk chick.
Intelligent.
Funny.
And in the marching band (for some reason I find that really hawt)
and she's into Tech Drama
and Web/Graphic design.
To me, she's damn near perfect.
I want to try to plot to break her and this guy up
so that I can woe her,
make her see how fabulous dating a girl could be
but I doubt it will work out well.
it will end terribly if I do break them up and she finds out it was my doing.
=/

Chances are I just won't mess with it for now.

I miss Jessi, my ex-girlfriend. No, I don't want to date her again but she's still like my bff and she's currently in college right now. It makes it even worse because I can't text her. Got my cellphone taken away for getting caught texting during class. I got suspended for that too. Lame shit.

<3

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