Days are hectic.

I wish I could create a fund for myself and actually have people donate to it, even if they knew that the money was only going towards me buying personal janx that I've been wanting for a long time.

You know, I think I spend at least an hour a day daydreaming and wishing I had a girlfriend. I mean, I know that high school and homosexuality and dating aren't common together, and that I have a better chance of dating actively once I move into college and such but you can't blame a girl for wishin and dreamin, yeah?? Especially when I do see those lesbian couples holding hands. And the one girl I was totally crushing on turns out to be extremely straight. She's a great friend but I think it's bad that I'm still holding out hopes of SOMETHING. =/ I suppose Jessi is always there. But I don't think I could ever date her again, not with her being in college and me not really having dating sort of feelings for her.

I get my phone back this weekend! I'll finally be able to text non-stop again!

LinZ and Natasha are upset at me for something. I don't know why. I'd rather not have them be my enemies like in Sophomore year. That was shit enough. But if they're not talking to me for no reason then so be it. If I really did something to piss them off, then okay, I'll do my best to make amends. But I'm not going to go out of my way to make nice with them if they're just being bitches for no reason.

I need to get a dress for homecoming, which Jessi will be attending as my date, hopefully.

I'm such a weird person! :D

I need to get goin on my homework so I can work for me mum (get some $$$) and then head up and watch House and Fringe! YAY for crazy telly shows!

xoxo
Toodlies!
~ Ria.

Labels: angry friends, bitches, homecoming, jessi, no girlfriend