I like to think of myself as being attractive. I may not always like my curves and how numerous they are, but for the most part, I actually do like myself.

So why can't I get myself a gf?

Well, I suppose there is the blatant fact that high school girls are not going to openly flaunt their sexuality if it differs from what is considered the norm. They're too pressured to be perfect and they are afraid of losing friends and their social status. I for one am happily open about being gay. I may not shout it to everyone I meet but if I had the money, I would definitely have a few lesbian tees and I'd wear them. If someone asks me if I'm lesbian I'll answer them truthfully. I really don't have much to lose, considering that all my friends are supportive of me and my parents are chill (for the most part) about it. I'm used to being ridculed and made fun of so it isn't like this would be much different.

Still, I'd like to think that I could find a girl in this school. I'd like to have a few more relationships during high school! Ones I'm actually not afraid to remember. But right now I only have one ex-girlfriend. And she doesn't even go to this school anymore. Grrr...

Just a rant.

xx ~ Ria.

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